its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last….some don’t even start…..

usually,people think that i’m a strong,happy person.. but behind my smiles they just don’t know how much i’m in pain and almost broken.

Hearing lifes go on is the hardest thing, to know while you’re caught in this vortez of sadness/grief/missing someone/loneliness, there are those who have no idea & who go on as normal.

why i have to feel this way? :(

Does or can saddness overcome happiness?? some may say yes some says no... or maybe it depends... for me yes... that saddness can overcome happiness... mas mabigat ung saddness n nrramdaman ko... uu happy ako becoz of him... simply bcoz of him... pero minsan nttabunn ng saddness ung hapines.. 

uu nkikita ng mga tao n masayaka... nktawa... nkngiti... parang wallang problema... but behind those laughters... ur just hidding the pain...uu ganon ako but sometimes when u just can't take it... all you know is that you got to the point that u breakdown... that u jst fall... broken into pieces

that the joy is gone and u jst felt like ur alone... alone to face all those pain... and face all those sufferings... all i can do is just cry... cry till it all run out... the the nxt day... happy k ulit... well ganyan ako... every night... sometimes i feel like stupid crying... cry baby... well its better to cry to tell ur hurt... and para mailbas mo ung sama ng loob mo... gnun lng nmn diba kaso muka kng tanga mgisa kng umiiyak... pero u just can't help it kc wala k nmn mkusap eh... kundi sarili mo... iniicip mo lht ng problema mo... sinasarili mo lhat ng unanswered questions... n gumugulo sa buhay mo... n d mo sure if massagot b or what... 

kaya minsan sa gbi mgiicip icip ako then bgla n lng tutulo luha ko... ganun n b tlga ako klungkot ha... :(( to the point n bgla n lng naiiyak=))... writting this makes me cry... when would come a night na hindi ako iiyak bcoz of problems... that comes.. kelan kya drting ung time hindi ako malulungkot... ng gnito... keln kaya drting ung time na happyness will overcome saddness?? kelan ha?

the chicken dance of 3C :)

my extreme mamaw :)